♥Thursday, February 3, 2011
Please, just stop.,♥
I can't believe how messed up everything is. I thought that just when all was going well, some just had to come in and cause more hurt to linger in everyone's hearts. As much as I love Xiah Junsu with all my heart, and of course he is my bias, but I do feel that he might had been in the wrong to say that Sm is the enemy. But he never actually directed it at anyone. And he was feeling messed up too, with all these problems. Just, why must Sungmin, Shindong and BoA turn against them??! They said that JYJ jad betrayed all of them by leaving, but can't they see that the three of them are suffering?! They aren't the ones suffering, so of course they won't understand a thing. And speaking of JYJ's betrayal, aren't Sungmin, Shindong and BoA being extremely ironic? They said that JYJ betrayed all of them, SM and their friends, but doing so and calling them liars, aren't they being contradicting and backstabbing JYJ by insulting and fighting against JYJ?
And Sungmin, I thought you were
close friends with Junsu since the rookie days, have you forgotten that fact? Sungmin, you asked if Junsu had forgotten his rookie mindset, but it seemed like you did too. Aren't friends, especially close friends supposed to stick by each other through thick and thin? And BoA, you were close friends with Jaejoong, had you no idea how he feels when you talk about betrayal to him? Directly or indirectly, it doesn't matter because in the end, you are still hurting the ones who were close to you. I tried to believe that SM wasn't completely at fault, and I know they aren't, seeing that the 'brought' the idols up, but as time goes by, with all of the SM artists saying stuff like that, I feel that JYJ are the victims of this whole process.
Homin, you said that JYJ did not contact you, but is that true or is that a lie? Or is someone, maybe the company trying to prevent any contact between the five of you? JYJ had said they tried contact the two of you, but why do you keep saying otherwise? It seems as though there is somone trying to prevent contact. And from here we know that SM is trying to take JYJ down, so infer from here.
If you haven't listened to JYJ's songs, do so NOW. The heartwreching lyrics are so sentimental and heartbreaking that it could melt even a stone's heart, in my opinion. It's all about what they wish for, their past, the future they wish to have of getting back together. And all that they are feeling, their deep emotions and the sufferings they have felt. But even as they hope to be together, I doubt that will happen, if not not anytime soon with SM trying to take them down. But as all
faithful Cassies wish for, the idea of them getting back together might be what we want, but even if that happened, their relationship will be awkward and their relationship won't be the same again, even if time is a factor.
On the other hand, Homin or TVXQ's songs like Keep your head down, as many fans suspect, seems to be aimed at JYJ, askisaying that JYJ are two-faced people, but in actual fact they are hurting. JYJ is suffering. And in the end, at the last of the lyrics, you said that JYJ is erased from your heart, mind and soul completely. Forever? Isn't that just sad, seeing that the five of you had said that you guys will stick to each other forever. That the five of you will share weal and woe. That doesn't seem to be the case, does it? Why? I'm directing it at the two of you now, Homin. Why are you being like this? Can't you see that the other three of TVXQ that you two once cherished and loved, hurting in pain? I know that the two of you are too, but happened that led to the two of you deciding to stick in SM when initially, the idea was that the five of you had agreed to be together, if one leaves the group, all of you do. What happened to that promise and faith all of you had? Whatever happened to <<5-1=0>> ?
We, I know that all of you are hurting inside, with that false front you show in front of the camera, but please, it hurts all of us too. You hurt, we cassies hurt.
That's all it is for now. I'm so messed up. It's supposed to be a joyous occassion here in my country, but this is what happened when I listen to your songs. I know that all of these might be wrong all insulting to some, and some might feel that I am being bias, but these are just my opinions. This is by far the longest post I had ever made, and I hope that all these madness will end. Soon.
What is life? . 9:04 PM
